Apologies.

Sometimes I'm bad at words, especially when it comes to apologies. Perhaps this is the chauvinism in me, perhaps it's the shyness in this area but nonetheless, I'm sorry for the things I've done and said to you dear.

I had been sleeping early for the past few nights but I still go to school in a sleepy stupor. I wonder what's wrong with me. I decided to push my assignments till the end of this week, giving myself ample time to rest before embarking on another journey of struggle.

1. CCE Lesson plan - it will take me 3 days. Max.
2. CCM lesson presentation on adding decimals. A few hours to prepare my manipulatives and slides.
3. CEM essay. How I hate Singapore Studies. Maybe my working brothers like Jimmy can help me brainstorm about economy. Or some biased critics of the government could help me with governance.
4. CED PBl presentation. This sucks as well.

This will be all my assignments left before mugging the examinations.

Just burnt myself in the hot sun in school just now. Now we have a half-red half white frog. I need excessive aloe vera cooling lotion.

Thinking about the fact that holidays will start in 01 month and 4 days' time turns me on so much. *slurps*

I want to pass my driving test this time round! Hearing many stories of how sudden changes in circumstances gave my super-steady-in-driving friends an immediate failure makes me shudder with fear.

I want to go fishing, rollerblading and running in the holidays. And clear up the mess, if any, in my club. Unofficially, i had taken over. Congratulate me people. Yea right.

Amidst the rush of assignment and event deadlines, I hope you guys won't get burnt out. Ganbate and it will all be over soon. Heh.

Glad to see the "charismatic" Bro Jimmy got hitched again. All the best to the double "J"s.

I have a sudden inclincation to Cantonese songs nowadays. Who wants to go K?

Wait up for a total revamp of this blog.

Good night people.

10 Things To Do While You Sit In A Crowded Bus.

1. Pick your nose and stick the boogie onto the window if you are seated by the window. Otherwise, sticking it on the hand that is holding on the the handles will also do.

2. Swing in an exaggerated manner when the bus turns. And pretend to fall and hurt your bum. Better still, faint.

3. Record the warning message of the MRT train on your mobile phone when the cabin doors are closing. Playback the message on your mobile when the bus door is closing.

4. Watch TV Mobile and cry hysterically when it comes to a sad and cheesy soap opera.

5. Belch tactically into the ears of someone sitting in front of you. When discovered, duck for cover by putting up your newspaper in front of your face fast.

6. Play the song "Dragostea Din Tei" on your mobile phone using the loudspeaker mode. Dance to the beat while seated. For best effects, repeat song and do the dance all over again until someone tells you off.

7. Squeeze your pimples on the bus. When you get something out of it, say to yourself out loud," Ah, lunch is ready."

8. If you are using a smartphone with a stylus, use it as a toothpick when someone looks at you.

9. If you are seated near to the bus driver, ask him/her persistently," Have we reach the interchange yet?"

10. The ultimatum. Sit at the back of the bus near the emergency exit. Alight the bus via that exit and shout back into the bus," There is a bomb!"

LPC.

Jimbi came up with this abbreviation. I don't know what is that. Enlighten me.

I think blogging has become a thing of my past, where all my sad memories remain buried. I have no mood for blogging now.

And yes, I failed my TP test. I had just added myself to the statistics of immediate failures. Think I owe the kerb something in my previous life.

Ah, I need more money. My room is in a mess. I need a new book shelf. I need to sleep early every night. And I need to have the discipline to do so. I need to have an idea of what's going on in my plant diversity lectures. I need new frogsuits clothes.

And Joyce aka Xiao Wei is super crappy. Jimbi and her have got something against teachers-to-be, especially me.

Ah, I have to go and sleep now. I will try to sleep.

Good night people.

Butterflies In My Stomach.

The past few days were troubling me badly as the impending TP test is imminent. Butterflies in my stomach at the thought of it as I revised through the steps.

I think I needed the licence really badly. Friends passed the test with just one try. Thanks for the encouragement, saying that I can do it too.

I do have this confidence in me when I drive, but the issue lies in the fact that I just feel stressed up now. Even threw all my assignments to the back of my mind. Nothing seems to help.

I started to realise that I have even lesser life as compared to Year 1. Lessons start at 8.30am, ends at 5.30pm. Go home just to do assignments. Sleep at 2a.m. What a life.

I just can't wait for the holidays to come. 3 months long mind you.

But nothing will ever be complete without a driving licence.

Good afternoon people.

Finally, The Space To Breathe.