Why?

Facebook is not an avenue anymore. The other blog as well.

What can I do?

I offered. I saw things from my point of view but did you? You have everything in your life. You have a loving father who will make you happy.

I am also earning a living. I have to do what I have to.

And it is tiring. Do you see that? Do you see how passionate am I about my job? Do you see how much effort I put in for those kids? Do you see how much of my rest time I've sacrificed just to straighten things out as an appointed DM?

Do you see the kind of personal time I've forked out just to travel and see you? It is just so upsetting to see that things I've done are not up to what you want even when it is my best.

Forget the sarcasm.

So all the things I've done negate themselves now.

I tried, but it's just not good enough.

Do you know how much it breaks my heart to see such words from you? You know?

I was hopeless before. I don't want to land myself in that shithole again.

Please. Don't do that to me.

People are always more than what they seem, aren't they?

This feeling that I can't explain, is eating me from the inside out. Some sort of like, when I was still deeply in love.

Anger and rashness had composed most of my emotions in the past few years.

This time, it is sadness.

Many things in life, we've always wanted to try. Sky-diving, snorkelling, summitting Mt. Everest.

Some are acceptable; some are not.