Rejuvenating.

Beer rejuvenates me. It all started at Balaclava. Two pints of Hoegaarden to warm up before the actual Exercise Lim Jiu at Bedok 85.

I was freaking tired, really, before I started drinking. When the first sip of the golden juice wetted my dry, cold lips, I feel an unknown power flowing inside me. This is real, not fictitious.

And ended up with 8 bottles of Tiger at 85 with Jimbi. Eric and Debbie ain't drinking. So yah.

I feel like a pig for eating so much just now. Look at my MSN nick.

After the rejuvenation comes the intoxication. 'Nuff said.

But I wasn't drunk if you people are thinking I am. If not this post wouldn't come into existence even.

I just tried on my New Year clothes. I think I look funny in them.

Laugh people, laugh!

Oh that was so Rozi.

But anyway, I have to rest now. Why, you may ask.

Because I am tired lah you dumbo!

Good night people.

p.s. Anqi, i love you. Hur hur hur.

Words.

Talk is cheap. And so they thought.

But still, I guess some matters needed clarifications or justifications.

Club work was getting on my nerves a few days back, but I am glad to say, give me a few days worth of quality rest and I will be rejuvenated. Renee, I won't let you down.

Issues in the club, personal or not, have been ongoing and were rather happening recently. Unhappiness manifested itself at the most unsuitable of time. Maybe I will just attribute that to a different working style and ideas of leadership. Conflicting ideas of leadership.

It takes compromising on both sides, and communication is as important when problems crop up. It takes an open mind to make a good leader also. But ultimately, welfare of people under your charge should not be neglected. Something which I've learnt in the army, unapplied back then, but trying my best to apply it now to club work.

Thank you Anqi, for being there for me when I needed you. Although things were pretty unpleasant for some instances on top of my club and school stress for the past two weeks, I am glad that we managed to pull things through. Thanks for the patience you have shown towards me. I really appreciate it.

Our relationship has reached yet another higher level.

To all my club members and the exco: I thank all of you for putting in such unfaltering commitment and effort in times of so-called adversities. I apologise for any tempers or moods that I had put you guys through, you felt there's any. With you people, I believe we can take our club to a greater height.

Just remember, the human mind is powerful. If you think we can do it, we WILL make it.

To all my brothers and friends: Thank you for being such wonderful company when we met up for drinks and chats. I really appreciate and enjoy the times we had together. Thank you.

To Jimmy: This year will definitely be a great year ahead. We had went through a lot together, and we had seen each other grow and mature. You will pull through this "crisis" once again. You did it once, and you will be stronger to go through yet this unexpected time of loneliness.

Good night people. I love you guys.

That's It.

I think it is about time. But not yet.

I cannot understand things. Neither can anyone else.

Fuck it.

Yet Another Day.

I miss the life during the last July holidays. Wake up just to chat and play games.

But I wake up nowadays to go to school and worry about work.

The only easy day was yesterday.

No more carefree life. I wonder if teaching will be the same.

Okay, time for another night of drinking.

Take care people.

The Only Easy Day Was Yesterday.

Busy month of January I foresee, with loads of events and activities in BSc Club.

Excited? Erm, not really. It just meant more work. Perhaps the satisfaction of each completion of each event will push me on.

Overspent by helluva lot this holiday. Must save up = less of clubbing.

I need more time for myself, but it seems that most of my time has been spent on school activities.

Somehow, I felt that I lost the motivation. I cannot see any directions in my life.

I must change my mindset.

Before one event is done, another event pops up. Work is never ending.

Bro Eric is back in Singapore, and that's a great thing. I hope Bro Jimbi is alright already. I do miss Bro Ivan and Alan Poh though.

I seriously need some motivation now. *sighs*

True enough, the only easy day was yesterday.

Good night people.

Updated!

Finally, I am updating this blog. Being forced by circumstances (having nothing to do while waiting for a lesson 1 hour later), I felt compelled to somehow update this blog abit.

December 2005 had been eventful, with ups and downs, sorrows and pain. In saying this, I don't imply that I am the only one who went through it, but also people close to me.

Life has its own destiny, and destiny itself lies unknown before Man. Tragic and unhappy incidents come and go, but their passings do not imply that life is melancholic always. Happiness lies in the hands of the believer and seeker. Seek and you shall find. As I've always said, life is already so short; why bother to stay unhappy and remain lost and wallow in self-despair?

And alas, to sidetrack abit, Hammie just passed away on New Year's Day due to disease.

I thank everyone for making the past December holiday look like a holiday to me; to make do with what I had left and made the best out of it. Thank you brothers and friends.

Thank you Honey.

New Year resolutions? No I can't think of any. Even when school started just now, I still haven't got a little inkling of what I want to achieve this year. Maybe to score better grades for the coming examinations? Maybe to save up sufficient money for my rainy days to come?

I don't know. I am probably too stoned to say too much now.

Adios people.