Morbid Fear.

I can't seem to set my mind down to sleep early. I am having this fear of not able to wake up on time for school next week.

Not as a student. But as an observing (trainee) teacher.

Splurged a good $80 on G2000 clothes for the School Experience. Hopefully no one comments about them being too tiong.

Had a nice chat with Miss Irene over the telephone regarding the activity tomorrow. Apart from that, we chatted about girls, and life. Can't imagine that I first met her as a teacher when I was only 13 years old in Hai Sing. And now we can chat easily as if we were old friends.

And I really treat her as an old friend. Not literally old, I mean.

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I find myself sitting aimlessly in front of my computer. What is happening to me?

I am so slack that I have not even thought of how to fill in my curriculum vitae. I am so slack that I have not even completed my personal taskings for the Teachers' Challenge.

It seems that I am stonified now.

I think I am just plain lazy for the time being. No motivation to do any stuff. Some old sh*t I do everyday unless I have dates.

Now I shall sleep.