Rubbish Rubbish Where Are You?

Okay, began my day feeling emotional again but never mind. Just wondering why i can't sleep last night despite some liquor. Perhaps i'm still worried for her because she's outside? i think that's the case. Haha. Went to Ulu Pandan Incineration Plant the next day and i got the smell of my life. Took some dumb pictures with Bin Bin and we looked dumb wearing white helmets. Nothing much learnt for a half day trip, but at least the host was entertaining. With his strong sense of Singaporeans' biaseness towards the environment, he came up with lame stuff which were rather cute. Haha.

And he is a guy.

Went back home, chatted abit with her and sorted my thoughts out finally. But anyway, after that i slept and woke up, went to Bedok and joined Jimbo for some booze. Not alot though, but sufficient for the day. Tomorrow is another day filled with field trips. How boring can that be?

And after the field trip, i got to finish up my assignments. Like real.

Won't want to think of my thoughts and emotions again. If it helps, i wouldn't be depressed these few days. Flashbacks keep coming back but i managed to suppress them well. Memories are meant to be memories. Only to be thought of when things are more easygoing.

Anqi, I assure you. The day i give up on you is the day when you had found your next commitment. Because i believe the day that when you come back to me in future will be the day when you are ready for me. And for life.

I love you.