Talking About Faded Feelings.

It seems that after all, faded feelings can't be regained at all, for some at least. How unfair could it be to the guy after he had changed dramatically? The guy was bad, yes. All the emotional scars and damages had already been carved and committed. What more can he do but to salvage everything just to know it's all too late? Are things really so difficult to forgive and forget? How is it that emotional scars can change a person? I was scarred also, but not as badly. But i still felt compelled to compromise because i really love the person.

I had mixed feelings now. I don't know if it's remorsefulness, guilt, anger or just plain sadness. Perhaps it's a concoction of all. It is really sucky to do so much but things ain't helping. Like taking an unknown dive into a pit, bottomless or not.

I've failed in teaching her the way of life, failed in fighting back for the love i once fought for badly for and still fighting for now.

I wonder why my determination is so strong when it comes to relationships. Sometimes, i wished i was weak. I wished i was easily tempted. I wished and i wished and i wished. So much so that the pain ended earlier instead of it dragging on and on.

Yesterday i thought i was relaxed. But now I can feel the aftermath coming. Woah.

*I think it is better to let go and see if they come back than it is to hold on and see if they let go.*

*We should all be so lucky to have someone who will never let us go. The ultimate legacy is to leave behind someone who will love you forever. ~Ally McBeal*

Some things are over, some things are gone, part of me you carry, part of me is gone. ~Tom Petty*

*Falling in love with someone isn't always going to be easy..anger... tears... laughter...It's when you want to be together despite it all. That's when you truly love another. I'm sure of it. ~Keiichi Morisato* (I'm sure of that too)

*It hurts to see you walk away. For admit it or not, you were an important part of my life and the time we shared will forever be a part of me, so even though I realize it was never meant to be still, it hurts.*

*I guess when you heart gets broken, you sort of see the cracks in everything. ~'Sally' on Felicity*

*The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have. *

* Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you.*

*Happiness is a conscious choice, not an automatic response.*

*Maturity begins to grow when you can sense your concern for others outweighing your concern for yourself.*

*It is possible to give without loving, but it is impossible to love without giving.*

*Don't forget that a person's greatest emotional need is the need to feel appreciated. -- John Mayfield*

*A thousand words couldn't bring you back. I know because I tried. Neither could a thousand tears. I know because I cried. You left behind a broken heart, and happy memories too. But I never wanted memories, I only wanted you. *