Shadows of life..

Sometimes, no matter how good things turn out, shadows will still hide in some corners of your heart, waiting to resurface. Emotional scars you may call it, and it is unremovable. Both in me and her. How possible is it to remove them? By shining the light of love on it? Speaking in terms of physics, that is impossible. Only when there is no light at all, then they will be no existence of shadows. But how can one live in shadows for the rest of his/her life? Wouldn't it be tantamount to self suicidal?

Shadows are just like time bombs, waiting to be discovered and defused. I really wish that I won't be able to find my own time bombs because I know i cannot defuse them. Instead i will disappear into pieces. Pieces of me flying all over. How terrible can that be?

Reflections after reflections of the bad things i've done in the past reminisces in me from time to time. Guilt and remorsefulness fill me up. I need salvation from all these.

If only life can stop forever in adolescence, how good would that be.