School Finally Reopened.

School had started for a week. And as per normal, it is boring. Sleepy as well. Somehow, school had affected me adversely. Well anyway, anyone will say the same thing about school so i shall not bitch about it anymore.

The long awaited one-day break is finally here after two long days in school. Took my trusty little bicycle and went for some pratas at Jalan Kayu. Then Ah Theng flew my aeroplane. Supposed to meet her for a bottle of beer or two after dinner. And yah you guessed it. The plan fell through and so i'm drinking my pathetic last can of beer now. Gavin, if you happen to see this, you owe me a six-pack ya? =)

As i cycled through Punggol just now, pieces of memories came back to me. Brought me back to the time after we broke up. Felt the effects of the aftermath gushing to me very strongly. Though we are happily together again, i can't help but to think of the painfulness and devastated state i was in back then. Was really wondering if things are to end up that way again. Will i be able to take it as how i did? Can i forget everything in a short while, considering that the love now was so much more stronger than before? Questions after questions without answers filled my mind like water flowing into a bottomless pit without any source of exit. I felt melancholic and nostalgic. Just like drinking a very bitter concoction of herbs with the aftertaste staying within me forever. I guess i could never forget what i went through. Never ever forget.

I really cannot fathom how love works sometimes. I guess no one can. I only wish i can fathom what she is thinking at times when i need to know. I wished that this love will be unfalterable after all these obstacles that we had overcame, after all the bitterness and sweetness we tasted in this relationship and after all the effort both of us had put in.

Once again i reaffirm my love for her.

I love you dear.