A new life is here...

Yes, I've patched things up with her, finally. Though it wasn't long but things seemed like a year. Managed to catch up with her for some outings and was pretty happy with how things turned out. And pretty amazed as well. Thank God for everything.

Met up with her for dinner and movie. Kung Fu Hustle was funny. *Ha Ha Ha* Got some Twister Fries from Mac's...kinda love it because we had that in Genting too. The fond memories... Took a picture of us sharing the fries...looked kinda cliche though..haha!

Sometimes i still feel the insecurity although we are back together. I don't know how to explain this implicit feeling but sometimes it gets really strong enough to make me stone for a while. I guess this is the post patch-up syndrome. I mean i really wouldn't want to think about it but i just can't help things.

Apart from that, i really see a beautiful future with her...yes i might be thinking too far but that is my dream for 2 years plus and counting. This feeling is so strong that i can pick up my phone every now and then just to tell her how much i love her. Is this good or bad? I don't know.

Wish list for 2005:

1. Go Sentosa with her for some nice tanning before camping at Palawan Beach.

2. Celebrate our 3rd year together in a hotel with lotsa surprises and fun.

3. Plan her 21st birthday chalet for her.

4. Go overseas with her and have fun.

5. Go on a cruise together.

6. Cook her a sumptuous meal with prawns only. Since she loved them so much.

That's all for now. Wait till i think of more.

I love her.