Back From Genting Highlands.

This trip proved to be rather fruitful. Though we didn't really enjoy the thrills that beheld in the theme parks (thanks to the heavy mists and strong winds), we did some shopping and ate alot man. Actually the essence of this blog is not to tell you people what Genting Highlands is all about because that is crap. Nonetheless some dumb pics will still be posted. And one more thing to tell you guys out there; I didn't bring anything gifts back. Yes. Because there is nothing to buy. What you want can be bought back here in Singapore. All i have is a bottle of fog from Gentings. You want it?

Things started off well when we started talking. It felt totally similar to the times before we broke up, almost comparable to the honeymoon period during our first month together in 2002. Okay, i told myself that could simply means she wants some beautiful memories before things get back to square one, so I didn't really care that much. She did tell me something the night before we meet up for the trip. "I think it will be really sweet if we are like couple couple like that. But i think that is stupid."

That phrase put a spark in my eyes, at the same time extinguishing it.

Nonetheless, i tried to bring back as much feelings as possible and we actually tried out being "back together again". Now that is really weird. And freaky to me at the same time. I was actually VERY hesitant and reluctant to do so but in that point of time, i just had to do whatever i can. Because i still love her alot. The reluctance was a result of my personal fear, afraid that i might not be able to take it if she really don't want to patch up after the trip.

I guess those 4 days were the happiest days in 2004/2005. And a good start for the new year ahead too. Life was fun hanging out with Anting and Anqi. I slowly feel myself sinking into new love again unknowingly. A new love that felt so innocent and fresh. A love that was so strong. I had forgotten the past. And indulging in her sweet, loving company.....

But still, i don't hope for so much.

All i felt is some loving feelings coming from here, but i cannot ascertain. How i wished time will just stop in those 4 days.

I shall wait and see...wait and see...and wait for this love to come back again...