Can't Help It.

I can't help but to blog tonight. My friend tried to talk sense into me, asking me to give up, but after all, it seemed so weird.

I know because he had never been so fierce to me before.

But I must say, what he said did make some sense.

What can make me give up? I don't know. All I know is that he didn't know the whole story.

No matter how one is experienced in relationships, I still hold the belief that only the person who went through it knows best.

I don't want to influence anyone because of my blog but I really wish things could be given more serious thoughts about.

Girls want to know me just now, but I didn't care. Why?

Tell me I am stupid.

What matters to one most is to be happy with his/her life, regardless of the influences that friends might have on you.

What meaning would it have if we live our lives listening to other people?

Give me the time until I regret. This is the only thing that I ask for.

People say I am dumb to be a spare tyre. People say there is no point in holding on. But intrinsically, I see every reason to hold on to what may seemed useless and worthless.

Because I still see hope.

I am not suffering, but I just hope for the time to come when I can prove myself again.

It just hurts, even as a friend, to know that things turned out this way because of some reckless words.

No I don't want to talk about it. My heart aches at the mention of it.

Good night.