Shifts.

There seems to be a shift in my life. To knowing new people, to getting club work done and many other matters.

That "encounter" last week at Dbl O rocked my life like a meteor on Earth, but ever since then the fire has died down. I have my own conclusions pertaining to this issue and I would attribute the main reason to her being a big-time social butterfly.

Nonetheless, a great experience. Everyday is a learning experience for me. But just not today.

Supposed to be blading but, thanks to the rain.

I feel so lonely. Maybe it is the lack of personal funds. Maybe it is still that void in my life. Many "maybes" haunt me.

I am still in the process of getting my life straightened out. More or less straightened already. Just that little bit more to go.

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I had a lesson on "values" last Thursday. Talking about values that teachers should have before we can educate the young ones.

I re-examined myself and try to relate my values to my behaviour. They don't seem to correlate at times. Conflicting. And this is utterly terrible.

Call that the basic instinct in men, or call that a fair trade. In a nutshell, I reckon it to be a fair trade at that point of time. And luckily, I didn't attach any strings to it. Neither does she.

I've learnt it the hard way. All the time. Nah, I don't want to play mind games no more. So "un-Hong Da".

At the moment when I decided to do something, I knew that you had just lost me there and then. It was a quick and decisive moment. No hesitations.