Sometimes.

Sometimes, I am really at a loss at what to do.

My heart tells me one thing, the mind tells me another.

It really brought me to a point of a lose-lose situation.

It saddens me to see things change so fast. It saddens me to see how fast a person change. It saddens me to see things going down the drain in a matter of weeks, after what has been built up in years.

The truth is cruel, but before that time, I've given my all.

As tired as I am, things are hard to forsake after so much, so much things that have been endured.

Feelings? They come and go. Love? They don't remain throughout a relationship. At least that is what I had felt. But still, I endured. What comes? Nothing.

That book was a good read; it made me understood a lot of things. But in the chronological aspect, things are too late beyond redemption by the time the book was read. Not by me though.

If I was given a choice to relive the past, I rather live an innocent life. It felt so wrong to be pushed down.