In a way, I guess I might have just wasted a few years of my life. My words and thoughts went to naught, and the worst is they don't get assimilated.

Are things better this way?

Perhaps.

Everyone has different goals and priorities in life. This is what I really really understood after so long.

And the price is a heavy one to pay.

I don't really understand some things. Although I understood some of them, how about you? Ever took them in my shoes and see how I've felt all these while?

Sometimes, words are not required to be exchanged or spoken. Words can be felt somehow. I tried putting words across nicely. But why are you still agitated? Feelings fading again?

Oh man. Don't tell me the same old crap again.

I guess I am just too young, and I think ahead of my age.

Good night.