Me.

She said we are getting distant. I'm beginning to understand the essence of it.

People change for the better or the worst, depending on circumstances. I am a victim to the latter during stress.

I must admit I changed drastically for the time being because of stress, and I do not know what got into me.

I held my mind when we spoke, for the fear of her saying I am irritating. Sometimes, things went unspoken because of this.

But for those who really know me, I am really vocal at times. And being vocal at crappy things most of the time. They're what she term as "irritating."

Yes I admit I am sometimes irritating, but that is just me. Do you have to brush me off whenever I say those kind of things? You know very well that it is part of me.

Sometimes I really have nothing to say, because I'm just plain worried that it might piss you off.

Sometimes I really don't know what I want.

Perhaps, words of consolation from you can make me better.

Perhaps, you don't understand.

Perhaps, perhaps.

Good night people.