Terrible Feeling.

This is really a terrible feeling. Examination stress, a damaged libido or a cannot-make-it Hong Da?

I think it is the third. That is my problem. I wonder how long can I challenge myself to this and endure it.

"Let go and let live." *spits*

Easier said than done.

Yet things will never ever be the same again. And once more, I think it is my mindset I have to change.

Perhaps, it was an irreversible damage this time. And I really do hope that it is the case.

Ah, woes of a deprived man.

Good night people.