Blogophobia.

Sometimes i hope i can develop a phobia towards blogging. Then i will stop venting my frustrations on this little webpage of mine. And stop visiting other blogs altogether.

What happens when one have so much feelings bottled up and yet unable to express it to anyone or even anything, in the case of blogging?

Too bad, my itchy fingers got me into this melancholic mood just before my Genetics test later.

How come i am still thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking about something which i should had and HAD let go already? My heart just jumped a beat when i saw things which i shouldn't had seen at all. How is that possible when you already don't feel any sense of attachment already?

My heart was healed, but it was exacerbated again. Slightly. I hope this is just something minor which i will forget after i wake up the next morning.

It is just so sad to see incidents happening again because of me, me and just me. I know it is my fault but can we stop all these cyber-bullying and targetting? It is just so sick and disgusting you know. Can't just one stop things when it is sufficient? And stop rebutting even if it was targetted at you? If this keeps on going, the vengeance never stops.

I'm sorry if i've said anything wrong because i don't know the facts of all these.

But all i know is that....

....it started with my failed relationship.