Little Thoughts At Fisherman's Village.

This place used to symbolise happiness and joy for me. Spending weekends here with parties and chilling out sessions. Now it had became a place of self-denial, hoping to drown unknowingly into the cold sea breeze, never-ending love songs and the sea of couples occupying my surrounding seats.

I don't deny that i like this place. Soothing music and the cool sea breeze. Laughter of groups sitting down drinking and the splashing of waves onto the beach. I can't help but to feel a sense of nostalgia as i sat beside the beach alone just now. As a matter of fact, i have mixed feelings about this place. This place makes me feel both relaxed and happy, yet remorse and strong guilt is overwhelming me at the same time....

Time for the chicken chop....*munch munch*

The chop was nice. I wish i could enjoy this meal with her. I miss her again. It's almost like one of S.H.E's song" Always On My Mind", literally. I wonder what is she doing now. I want to ask you guys something. Can a woman enjoy a life similar to singlehood's and yet still be lovingly attached? Any guy can give the other party a chance to live the life that she wants but is the counterpart ready, willing and able to let the guy feel assured, feel the warmth and the love of being in a relationship? If you ask me, I am willing to let my other half lead that kind of life, provided that she can assure me and let me have faith and trust in her. Things are just a matter of give and take. Things are just a matter of compromising for one another.

Ask me to make the girl love me more. I can. Ask me to regain faded feelings. I can try. I had tried. And i had failed. Terribly, considering the efforts that i've put in.

Time for "Song of The Day".