Sometimes.

Sometimes, I wonder if it is my stress levels that made me nonchalent about things around me.

Sometimes, I wonder if it is my lack of sleep that made me ignored important things.

Sometimes, I wonder if it is the feeling of being single for so long that made me feel "relaxed" about being in a relationship.

Sometimes, I wonder if I am beginning to take things for granted because I expect people to "see" my unspoken stresses that I face in school.

I don't want to wonder; I want my answers.