Hmm. Thoughts Again.

A long holiday had came thus far,
ending soon with fun never enough.
Problems arise and issues uncast,
all come to null and come to pass.

I look at myself and ask, "what had I done?"
From the dawn to the passing of dusk.
Told myself a new life is a must,
but the conviction is never there; I've been wearing a mask.

This time I wonder, am I following my heart?
Afraid to be hurt again after fulfilling my part.
The risk now I take, all prepared to be cut,
I will live with no regrets, I will try my luck.

I will put in effort, as small as it seems,
I will put in love, as much as I can give.
I will put in trust, hope that she can see.
I hope she appreciates and again love me.