If Only.

If only life is a dread,
which I can easily forget.
If only life is not a fact,
then I won't live with regrets.

If only she knows about it,
I will feel relieved.
If only she knows my feelings,
I will take the lead.

If only she knows I misses her,
my life is not wasted on Earth.
If only she knows I still feel love,
a love with an entire rebirth.

If only I could tell her all these,
my heart will sleep with ease.
If only I could stop thinking,
but all these are "if only"s......