Kiddish.

I managed to control myself by not meeting up with my regular drinking friends by drinking myself though it's payday. How sad.

Yah I went to Fisherman Village and drank alone.

It's Siyi's birthday today. Happy birthday girl!

Hopefully the blading trips for next week happen and my date will be free. Haha!

I wonder if I am human. Slept for 3 hours last night. And drank a jug of beer just now. And right now I am not sleepy. Still feel like playing games.

The music was cool at Fisherman's V just now. But I kinda hated R n B so I composed a dumb, kiddish poem. So here you go.

L is for laughter, S is for sad.
I always embrace the latter, I wonder if it's bad.

I take a deep breather, I want to be awake.
I sobered a little, but I feel afraid.

I mustered up my courage, and say I will forget.
Hiding my heart that aches, hiding the heart that regrets.

Okay the rest ain't composed yet. And I don't want to compose also. Haha!

Boo!