Argh.

Bad thing done, compensating efforts made.
Things cannot be undone, feelings fade.
Sadness overwhelmed, words being said.
Hasty words said, wrong moves you’ve made.

My heart is scarred, behaviour is faked.
Who knows all these, all my heartbreaks.
Took a jug, drink till it’s drained.
Sorrows still float, to the brim of my brain.

I need her, to make me tamed.
I need the love, to keep me constrained.
I need the concern, to make me humane.
But I don’t need the loneliness, to make me insane.

Thanks for the sorrows, I can’t contain.
Thanks for the hatred, I can’t abstain.
Thanks for the realization, I can’t proclaim.
Thanks for the indecisiveness, which you’ve maintained.

Thanks for your love; because of you I’ve seen the world.