Another Fine Day.

Right. Just had my CEM 101 test this morning. And it was as good as not studying because the terms in there looked as foreign as Guinness Stout Foreign Extra.

Okay I'm lame.

Got to meet Shynie soon and pose as her colleague in a media event. God knows what it is all about. And Jimmy's joining me and Shynie for the night in Zouk!

I feel so restless after the morning test. I can't set my mind to my notes now. I can't wait for all these papers to end. It is a torture. As much as I know that the exams is a chance for me to perform, I just can't. Something's bogging me down, I don't know what. Something abstract, profound but yet simple. Yes I can feel its simplicity but I cannot fathom what it is all about.

I find blogging a dread recently because I am at a loss for words. But it is the only vent where my fumes of frustrations can gush out from.

Early twenties is where I am,

should be happy with no regrets.

Rush of adrenaline, hormones surge,

I am just a normal man.

Life takes me for a ride,

ups and downs, rollercoaster-like.

Had the passion, lost the motivation,

Lost my ego together with my pride.

School's such a dread, nostalgia rules.

Reminiscing of my adolescence, hiding away my apprehensions.

But the truth remains, I have to move.

"This world has no place for me, pack up and go."

I like this phrase, would like to do so.

But thinking of my commitment, passion and home,

somehow keeps me going, but kind of slow.

Who am I, on this strange planet?

filled with dreams, also with regrets.

Slogging and dragging my everyday,

I will survive this ugly phase.

Adios people.