Melancholic Me.

I had gotten over things totally. But i don't know why i felt so melancholic now. That's why i decided to blog despite bouts of beer and liquor at Devil's Bar.

I saw many things happening tonight. A dear primary friend of mine was so sad when another primary school friend of mine is leaving for 5 years to work because she loves him. But things remained silent all these while and i don't really know why. For perhaps 2 years already. It's a complicated story and i shan't say much. But it really disturbed me. My friend wanting to whack a guy because that guy hugged his girl while dancing. That was at Devil's Bar.

I found life so mundane somehow, and i wished i could get out of this mundanity.

I see my future and knew what i want. But is it all so hard to achieve it?

It is the first time i stayed so late in Devil's Bar. Till closing. And memories came into my mind. In fact, memories came into my mind for the whole darn night.

No it wasn't about her. As i've said, there's nothing more to say for that. It was about other issues.

Somehow, things just happened and perhaps i should just appreciate that it happened before. At least the taste of it remains. The sweetness and joy i felt.

It is always nice to have someone who is appreciative for who you are.

But let me ask you: how many people are out there who appreciates you for who you are?

Actually i have many other thoughts coming into my mind. Thoughts that are worthy of thinking but not worthy of mentioning. But that was when i was showering just now but clean forgotten already. Maybe i should invest in a waterproof computer and blog while i shower.

Right.

Sometimes, you just cannot pen your thoughts down in blogs because you will hurt others, mislead others or even kill friendships.

Nonetheless, I am thankful for my primary school friends who took such great care of me while i was having a bad headache during drinking. Thank you Glen and Weirong (if i still remembered correctly), for keeping my phone with you guys while i rested.

Life is so tiring. But i have to go on. For i see my future lying in front of me, waiting to be achieved.

Ignore this post, i'm drunk.