Blogging should be nice.

Once again after 12 days of non-blogging, i am back again. Somehow things seemed to be happy happy and smooth going for me to lament at these past few days. Then out of three things, i blogged again. 1.) Boredom, 2.) boredom, 3.) as you have guessed it, it is boredom again.

Went down with a running nose, bruised body (from buang-ing while riding my new bike on Friday night). Damn it. My throat suffered badly today. Went for a 4-hour long KTV session with my gal and her sister. I think my voice today had exorcised all the souls in the room. But still, kind of enjoyable though.

Just splurge $15 on an useless piece of PsBb coin pouch. Bought it on impulse. But i enjoy the feeling of buying things i like on impulse. It somehow gives you the feeling..the momentary kick you get when you have the power of purchasing..haha! What nonsense.

I am beginning to seriously doubt myself as a good boyfriend. She told me she is going out with her friends after work tomorrow. And my heart turned sour that very instant. Because i am jealous. Jealous that i am not the one going out with her. That is one side of my heart telling me that. But the better side told me that i should just let her go and enjoy her night. I felt like a possessive demon. Arghz. Perhaps the fact that i have no company for tomorrow attributed to the fact that i felt possessive. Or maybe it is. Well i think that must be the reason. I was damn motivated and encouraged by one of my thoughts...

" To love is to place our happiness in the happiness of another."

No point being with her every now and then and become a pest in her eyes. As long as she feels happy, i am happy.

Well, enough noble thoughts for today. Till then...