Wasteful Sunday..

Woke up, did nothing and showered. Went to her house and ate dinner. Nothing fantastic though, but it was good enough to see her. I can't help but it is so ironic...i look forward to everyday just to see her, but i still feel as helpless as before. Just like an anaesthetic flush numbing me of all feelings of helplessness before i make my way home, just to feel the same again.

Personalising this blog was giving me a headache. To hell with all the HTML shit. To hell with skinblogs.com. Now i have to find pictures and learn how to do web authoring.

Looking forward to a few hours time, swimming with her. Same old anaesthetic feeling again. I hope not. I will try, and try, and try. Until that love is with me again. Until i really sense something from her.

Something meaningful to feast on....

"Within you I lose myself

Without you I find myself,

wanting to be lost again."

"Sorry" cures nothing. Let me be lost in the sea of everlasting love with her again. This i pray wholehearted.