One of those days.

Today felt like one of those days when you wake up with a sudden jerk, went to the computer and not knowing what to do.

You pick up your mobile and see if anyone called. Or texted.

You check your MSN if anyone has given you a message.

You light up a stick and begin the routine stoning session that happens every Saturday in front of your computer.

This is just another day, like every other Saturdays.

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Everyone's bitching about assignments and deadlines. So mundane and lacklustre. But, isn't it part of my league as well?

I guess I finally understood what Jimmy once mentioned about being single. The perks of it. Truly assimilated and understood.

And applied.

You do what you like without feeling guilty, remorseful or even be the carefree person you used to be when things are not within our control. That is because some things in life are just not meant to be your cup of tea and hence, none of your business.

In saying so, we don't even want to persuade ourselves to be in that plight.

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I felt so detached from my good o' brothers.

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Sometimes, I feel that I have became way too nonchalent. I used to tell people that I AM nonchalent. But deep inside, I'm not.

That WAS those days.

Now, I felt that I have indeed, became nonchalent. Nothing seems to matter to me except getting my degree and living my life the way it should be (though to some of you, it shouldn't be). But I thought, what is most important is to lead a life which you can answer to yourself at the end of the day, just before you lie six feet under.

So far, so good.