It Has Been Quite A Ride.

Life's been a rollercoaster ride for the past two weeks and I have loads on my mind.

I took over the club officially and I am very optimistic that things will go on pretty fine with my wonderful EXCO.

Finally caught my first movie after such a long time on National Day at Bishan. My Super Ex-Girlfriend is a must-watch if you just want to laugh yourself silly. Really. Initially I did not have the thought of going to the movies until the clock struck 8pm. After all, I just want to chill out. But my patience was running out since I could not get any company, and since Fio asked, so why not? HAHA!

And that night culminated in a packet of microwaved food and Liang Teh from Cheers.

But Saturday night was a whack at the 7th Month Dinner at the Detention Barracks. 60 bucks for endless flow of booze and a dinner. What more can I ask for? But I guess the night ended bitterly for a couple of friends around. Well, ugly facets of life.

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I can't seem to reminisce what had happened in the past. I seem to forget a lot of matters which were previously harping on my mind incessantly. But it is a vicious cycle, because you forget, and new issues come into your mind every now and then.

History repeats itself.

On my mind RIGHT now, I feel so reluctant to type what my mind wants to bring into this blog.

I feel that I have changed for the worst again. No it's not the alcohol that made me schizoprenic at times.

Just so happens that alcohol gave me the courage to hurl "verbal" abuses that my heart longed to speak. Words and emotions that are so elusive from my conscious mind from time to time finally found an avenue for release.

This is something about me that doesn't change.

I finally understood the sourness of being alone when I needed company, even just for a simple dinner. I finally understood that the emotional baggage I have been carrying brought me nothing but memories and bitterness.

Life is a matter of choices and yes, I chose it this way. Let's see how long before my threshold reaches its limit.

Good night people.