A BBQ.

Had terrible controlling while driving just now. Too rusty after not driving for a month.

Wanted to get a tan and swim but it seemed that the weather in Tampines seemed potentially hostile. Decided to go straight to Ailing's place to fix her computer.

And thanks to the weather in Singapore ah. It was all bright and sunny afterwards.

Went to a birthday BBQ of Ailing and Lihua's friend at East Coast Park. I am starting to develop feeling for this place; a strong feeling of self-belonging and anti-depressant-like emotions just overwhelm me whenever I go there.

It was low tide and hence the beach was kinda open. Cooling breezes, melodious sounds of the waves and swaying of coconut tree leaves made up a harmonious orchestra. The mellow moon rised slowly from the edge of the sea horizon, ascending to accompany the uncountable numbers of stars shimmering in the twilight sky.

The sight was mesmerizing and I felt like I'm in a paradise of my own, losing my soul in my chain of thoughts.

Oh well, enough of descriptions. The food was nice and chicken wings tasted great. And I enjoy BBQ-ing chicken wings, especially for her in the past.

And yes, I didn't really enjoy myself with the BBQ-ing, but rather chatting with old friends. And of course, the magical aura of the surroundings.

I watched the yellow moon rise over the sea horizon,
mellow reflections on the calm sea liken to obvious reasons.
I watched the numerous stars glitter like beautiful diamonds,
but as beautiful as they are, I had lost all interest.

The splashing of waves on the beach relaxes my sorrowful mind,
soothing the injurious heart that is crying inside.
Gushes of breeze slapped across my face many, many times,
telling me to wake up from this meaningless crime.

Heaven and Earth made a joke out of you and me,
I felt I’ve been to Hell and back and still unredeemed.
Do you have to part with me and shatter all my dreams?
I guess this is the way it should end; subtle and quietly.

Good night.