Fathoming...

Sometimes I really don't understand a lot of things.

I am not bothered by it, but I just want to bitch about things somehow.

Scenario:

You are driving happily on the road towards city because you know that you will be very happy in the city forever. Then you find yourself driving towards a bridge. And you saw the bridge breaking up because there is a big ship trying to sail past it.

But you enjoy driving so much that you don't want to stop and just drove straight past the barrier and down you go into the sea.

Because you simply like the thrill of doing so without considering what is the main purpose of the driving trip in this context.

----- End of story ----

Do you enjoy doing things that are suicidal to your happiness? I rather wait till the bridge comes down and go smoothly to the other side where I know I will find true and eternal happiness.

Some forms of enjoyment and cheap thrills don't last.

And once you made the decision to go for these types of happiness, the price is damn heavy to pay.

Price: Guilt and remorse, perhaps all your life.